On the whole I avoid contact with mirrors and cameras, they are evil things that show up the slightest of floors. I even only look at the bit I’m doing in a mirror on those rare occasions I wear make-up, I’ve perfected the just looking at an eye or my lips and not seeing my whole face. But mum and dad have been decorating their bedroom and had problems with the mirror panel so it got put in the room that my carer helps me do my hair in. I actually didn’t realise this until this morning, as I said I’ve perfected not looking at or for mirrors, when I happen to glance to the side while my carer was drying my hair. Now I could say I was horrified to glance my chunky legs because they’re so big, but for once it wasn’t this that struck me. To my horror my legs were a mass of mottled patchy blue, purple, red and white. This was even worse on standing. I know that I have POTS and I know that this causes blood pooling, but not being someone who likes my legs I’m loathed to get them out even on the hottest of days. Usually I am to be found with cut off trousers which show barely an inch of skin before my splints, so when wearing my towel and dressing gown this morning meant that for once most of my lower leg was on show. I could, for the first time, see in all their technicoloured glory my badly bloodpooled legs!! I don’t really know quite what I expected, whether it was blissful ignorance that I didn’t think my legs did this or whether I was just stupidly forgetting this symptom but whatever it was it did shock me!!! I couldn’t take a photo of this (my phone being doenstairs) but there they were, they even did it again when mum was helping me get ready for bed so she saw this phenomenon too. It is yet another sign that my POTS will not be igmored any more!!
On of my other strange symptoms at the moment is my gloriously swollen stomach. Now I know I’m no size 2, far far from it, but this is quite obvious swelling. My stomach can go from usual to looking heavily pregnant within minutes. I have very bad IBS symptoms and know that I should really do a low histamine diet but I can’t face it!! Now some of the benefits of this are obvious, before I was pretty much full time in the wheelchair I used to get offered seats and people used to be nicer to me as I was “pregnant” it’s not so much of a benefit now because I’m more obviously disabled though. I’ll put a piccie so you can hopefully see what I mean about the swelling!!! But unfortunately it seems that this is just one of my bodies tricks because however much I’ve tried I always seem to swell. You never know I might end up getting a solution but until then I will randomly end up looking like this……..